its ALWAYS ABOUT ME !

its strange how do majority of my friends or people i know percieve things differently, i know, everyone has a different sense of everything in them, but its bizarre? everything doesnt starts from a one point and ends up on the other, you dont have to show people you give a damn bout small things, you dont have to mention every bit of things you care and what you like in them... and the good thing is, the majority says "ITS ALWAYS ABOUT ME" *sigh*

Ever saw a dream with a guy who has two lives ? Apparently what he looks from outside, and what actually does, thinks from inside ? whenever he tries to make a move, you shook him by saying "NO" ,makes another move after some time, and again you say him "NO" and then the inner guy doesnt even shows up for a long time, and it only shows up when there's a hope, a ray of light at the end of a tunnel .... and when it finally comes out, you let him go away .. and there it remains, till the end of a day when you wants him to come off ... but apparently it doesnt matter to people, majority of them i know,comes with the flow and offcourse, ends up with the flow too and only half of them tries to grab the "inbetween part" and doesnt mess up when im bout to burst up with my own private sharing stuff,


This bitter pill is pushing me away and now I feel
Like there's nothing left to say and I pretend to
Look the other way but in the end will I be okay,

Forfeit everything because you were never
Strong enough
Close my eyes again and pray that life will not
Give up
* end of Part- 1 *