too junooni to be an asshole?

currently playing on my play list : challay thay saath saath by junoon

aarghh, YES,im nervous, i dunno why, because i AM actually going to play infront of live audience on sunday,its kind of a nerve wreckling too because of two reasons.
1.) on computer,its totally different
2.) infront of a massive crowd,its nerve & mind blowing.

yes,a dream come true, yes,may be an oppertunity too. may be something really nice could pay off later on. BUT IM NERVOUS. *takes a lonngg deep breath and smiles*
and i dont know,i know its over but something takes me back to the past and its really sad,im really sure of one thing, that what happened is going to be over somehow or another but i dunno,it might take a month or two? or may be even more. but the day its going to be over, i swear, tht day would be the luckiest day of my life? BAHH! yeah i know i sound rude but ... let me be this way because somethings are better not be touched gradually.

at the end of the day: Im Nervous, yes, i did a good job at the jammin thing. does anyone knows how to upload tracks on this blog thing? i could upload some of my finest tracks over here,no? BUT I AM SO FUCKING NERVOUS, AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY. :/

p.s.: zara clocks and mini cooper? *grin* :P