I dont want too write* ...

I just want to write random stuff, stuff which i feel mostly ...

"Opportunities may come along for you to conver something -- something that exists into something that didnt yet. Sometimes you know things have to change, are going to change, but you can only feel it -- like in that song of Sam Cooke's, "Change is Gona Come" -- but you dont know it in a purposeful way. Little things foreshadow what's coming but you may not recognize them, but then something immediately happens and you're in another world and you jump into an unknown,have an instinctive knowledge of it --- you're set free ... you're not supposed to ask questions, you already know the score.It seems like when that happens,it happens fast like magic,but its really not like that. IT isnt like some dull boom goes off and the moment has arrived -- your eyes dont spring open and suddently you're very quick and sure bout something.It's more deliberate.It's more like you've been working in the light of day and then you see one day,its getting dark early,that it doesnt matter where you are -- it wont do any good. It's a reflective thing.Somebody holds the mirror up,unlocks the door -- something jerked it open and your shoved in and your head has to go into a different place. Sometime it takes a certain somebody to make you realize it".

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I could sense the song "knocking on heaven's door" by Bob dylan for myself, I love this guy not because he's one of the best folk/country singer around but somehow, his life really aspired me in a way or something.