FINALLLY the lizard king is me. :P

FINALLY,ive been updating my blog after some time now,eid is on thursday, YES, this thursday ( according to central mosque,regent street) but i dont really feel that excitement in myself, dunno why, probably ive got an exam on the same day as eid = plus I've heard diwaali is coming up aswell, SO, all the indian putars in LSE who goes through my blog once in awhile, happy dewallii =P and everyone happpy eid tooo =) i hope you do some kick arse fun,

and LET ME POST SOMETHING REALLY REFRESHING ... my only source of energy after a breath-taking, psycho making, hell shitting 12 hours at job.

Plus, I need to go to pakiland ASAP or buy me a mercedes benz or a diablo ? argh *sigh*, and erum's not texting me back, tat s so bad,blair!

P.S.: Sana misses me, i feel honoured. this is for you sana (the picture below)

Family dies off for you.

In a land of no where ... ... Im glad, im away from you, this is what you wanted, but did you ever miss me ?

*in no mood*

Mama, take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore.
It's gettin' dark, too dark for me to see
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Did a cover of this song at LSE's night which is "Crush". Felt an overwhelming response and felt so good, and at one moment, I felt like fighting up for something, fighting up for something. Its always strange, you get deep into things and the outcome is always low or infact "nothing". Literally, life's a mess for everyone, make it, money life , love life,routine life ... anything. I wonder, if Life was perfect for anyone, but may be, thats how it is ... ... ....
Lately I've been going to her blog everyday ...not her, infact a couple of people's blog, and what I actually see is "despair", I wonder, Its a phase, A neumatic Phase of neverending sorrows, probably which would work off as it goes up and down ... Lately I've been doing alot of Texting/talking with/to a friend,just alot of ... and now there's a strange chemistry poppin up, i know things would never work off, and probably would be too shabby coz of the time span ? but again, thats how it is.
Smoked a joint after ages today, and then I started to listen to Khan sahab ( for some people who're not sure bout khan sahab, khan sahab stands for "Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan" ) .. was in another world ... I seriously do wonder, why do we smoke ? why do we do drugs ? PLEASURE ? bullshit, i repeat, bull shit, because, YOU want to overcome the pain ? but what pain ? ... basically what I think is, Life is a dream with no outcome at all ...
Btw it feels great to go for a small walk after fajr prayers around surray quays in london :)

hmpphh ....

Such a beautiful car, and ZARA is getting it, btw zara did i tell you, your my best friend ? and did i ever tell you, you're beautiful ? did i ? i think "no", this is your lucky dayy zarraa. *ahem*ahem*

Ramadan Mubarik.

Happy Ramadan people. :)