bwahahah

chakk day tatayy.

oh panchodeya, phuddi day kaam kur!!

haha,just felt like saying this shizit nigger G. :P

gulaabi geedar.

gulaabi geedar aka papu panther aka pink panther. :D

i've seen a movie like this after suchh a looonnngggg time and believe me,i laughed my ass off or i really wanted too but i didnt. :P and make sure you keep those little bastards (ullu day pathay's) away from you because they will spoil all the fun and yes,one more thing,keep ur partner away from you cuz he/she might have an urge to slap you on your head (side effects of the movie,i guess) and yes this movie cost us both 20 pounds per head. haha, which again is really funny. :P but on the serious note, this movie has earn my respect blair!

amor quebrado.

Saturnine

The day you went away
You had to screw me over
I guess you didn't know
all the stuff you left me with
is way too much to handle
But I guess you don't care

You don't need to preach
you don't have to love me, all the time

Whatever on earth possessed you
to make this bold decision
I guess you don't need me
While whispering those words
I cried like a baby
hoping you would care

You don't need to preach
you don't have to love me, all the time

You don't have to preach
all the time

- by the gathering

Bravo, Bravo. una que cosa traviesa a decir. !!

booyakasha.

Frank Sinatra - Strangers In the night

Cat Stevens (Yusuf Islam) - First Cut is the deepest


Moral of this post : Frank sinatra n cat stevens,true mindblowing party kicking hommies.haha

u2 the love.

I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishin' you were next to me, with your head against my heart
If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

... only if you could read my mind. *sigh* :]

unusual facts.

sleepy. no food,hungry,7 a.m high on my own anxiety and one more thing,im not studying. :( and my mids are coming up. *la la la*

music : my sunshine.

okkayyy people,the gig was AMAZING. AMAAZZINGGG. AMAAZZIINGGG. i had alot of fun and i think,i did well. :] so actually what happened was. i was 15 mins late asusual.
*emma called around 6.45*

emma: mo,where the fuck are you?
me : yeah,im coming emma,give me 5 more minutes.
emma: mo,just fucking come,you're latee!!!! *screaming voice*
me : im at the gate yo,comeoutside,ive lost my card.
emma: kk,im coming, see ya
*phone's hung-up*

*while,im at the train station,running towards the hall*

*michael's calling now*

michael: you mother fucker!
me : tittyfucker,im coming,relaaxxx
michael: you better come or else im going to blow your arse(the typical brit way) haha
me : haha,just a small notice,i dont like oils.
michael: FUCK YOU!
me: haha
*phone's hung-up*

*finallyy im in the hall,*

emma: thankGodd, you're here.
me: *confused smile*
michael : mo,i love you !
me: fuckyou
dave: mo,are you nervous?
me: not realllyyy,may be i am *confused smile*
paul: relaaxxx mo,its going to be like the first time you have sex with oriental chicks.
me: niiiiiiiccccceeeeeeeee paull. *strange confused smile*

but basically the gig started at 7, and this band was playing, and they played some nice frank sinatra covers and MAN,am i in love with them or what? Frank Sinatra is some highly rated speechless stuff. so i was sitting tuning my guitar on the backstage, this guy comes up to me and goes like.

guy: im john.
me: im mo.
guy:so are you playing?
me: i guess so
guy: haha,first timer eh?
me: oooh YES!
guy: its going to be alright man,got a light?
me: naww,i dont smoke.
guy: seriously?
me:wait till the end,and im going to show you my non-smoker's cert.
guy:hahaha,you're funny. good luck btw!
me: thanks.

so another band goes in, played there shit. and i was actually getting bored and nervous every single moment when someone speaks to me. okkayy paul's in the scene now. he actually called me up, and said,lets go,its our time and believe me, i was SHIT confused. i could've pissed in my pants, the only thing i had in my mind was,im going to run away if i messed up. so i was on the stage with three other gorra(brit) blokes. and i was actually standing up with a band named "slug rockers" (there you go zara,the name of the band) and first of all,paul goes like, "we have this new guitarist mo from america, so just give him a nice hand,rock on bro" and i was actually standing all numb like this " = " haha and dave slightly said, playsomething twatt, and then i actually played some ripps. and yes,michael was the only bitch,who was nervous for me, bcuz if i screwed up,they wud've kicked michael's white "arse" haha. so first of all we played marry jane's last dance, which was quite good, but i think dave kinda messed the vocals so the music was going in the flow but dave was SO NOT working outt with the music. and then, we played dreams(the original fling of the band) and believe me, this song was just amazzziiinggggg. just amazziiinggg. the lyrics. the music. the drums,sequencing was so perfect and i kind of really like the fact that two vocalists were actually singing in a rhythm. after this, we played Go johny Go and PAUL,you were freaking amazing on this one,though,i think i kind of messed the guitar sequencing but seriously,at the end it was realllly goood. and now we only had 15 mins left of the alloted time, so paul asked me, you wana cover ur stuff? and i was fucking HIGH at tht time and i actually was like,im going to cover knockin on heaven's door. (I LOVE BOB DYLAN,not the twat thing wala love but im actually a big fan of tht nigger G) and then this was the GREATEST moment ever. playing knockin on heaven's door live is something ...just speechless...........
so basically this was it, a night something worth doing for in the end. btw all of the gig thing is at www.purevolume.com/tatafry .

P.S.: in the end, i made alot of new friends. :P

one more shot?

We stumble in a tangled web, decaying friendships almost dead. And hide behind a mask of lies. We twist and turn and we avoid all hope of salvage now devoid. I see truth inside your eyes. So take all this noise into your brain and send it back again. I'll bear the cost, shed my skin, call you up and then... I'll say the words out loud.You could resurrect a thousand words to deceive me more and more. A thousand words will give the reasons why I don't need you anymore.

too junooni to be an asshole?

currently playing on my play list : challay thay saath saath by junoon

aarghh, YES,im nervous, i dunno why, because i AM actually going to play infront of live audience on sunday,its kind of a nerve wreckling too because of two reasons.
1.) on computer,its totally different
2.) infront of a massive crowd,its nerve & mind blowing.

yes,a dream come true, yes,may be an oppertunity too. may be something really nice could pay off later on. BUT IM NERVOUS. *takes a lonngg deep breath and smiles*
and i dont know,i know its over but something takes me back to the past and its really sad,im really sure of one thing, that what happened is going to be over somehow or another but i dunno,it might take a month or two? or may be even more. but the day its going to be over, i swear, tht day would be the luckiest day of my life? BAHH! yeah i know i sound rude but ... let me be this way because somethings are better not be touched gradually.

at the end of the day: Im Nervous, yes, i did a good job at the jammin thing. does anyone knows how to upload tracks on this blog thing? i could upload some of my finest tracks over here,no? BUT I AM SO FUCKING NERVOUS, AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY. :/

p.s.: zara clocks and mini cooper? *grin* :P

finally.

okkay guys, 7 p.m sharp, covent garden. i'd be doing my first ever live gig in london :D and thanks to "Michael Breston" for this. thankyou. you've been like a tamed bitch through all this time, haha. but seriously. thankyou :] and for my covers,i'll upload them on this blogg thingg. and zara if you wana come,just let me know :D and am i happy? or am i happy? :P

song dedication!

strange feelings? YES. if only i could explain it to you. okkay, im in love with this song ; you belong to me by jason wade and too good to be true by frank sinatra. at times, the songs you're listening to portraits everything and you wish,if you could get things up like the way you want too.but seriously. a candle light dinner and frank sinatra = speechless stuff :] or the song i just typed above. :P up for a long conversation anyone ? i wana taallkkk. :(

Child Finds Porn Site.

OH MY GOD:

Today on the internet A CHILD FOUND PORN??? ALERT THE MEDIA!~!~!!~

Hey parents, guess what? There is porn on the net. Watch what the fuck your kids are doing, k? k.

Put some parental blocks on there too btw, while you’re at it, cause it’ll keep the porn from popping up as soon as it realizes that its porn. here is the article : http://news.yahoo.com/s/kmbc/20060208/lo_kmbc/3246635 This is of course, inane, to be reporting but here we go anyways. here is a list of things that the parent could have done to prevent this accidental exposure.

1) surfed with her child instead of watching her soaps 2) typed in the url for her, or searched on the intertron for it for her 3) put the _FREE_ parental blocks on that come with windows 4) stop being a stupid cunt

honestly folks, and this is just one mans opinion, IF YOUR KID IS YOUNG ENOUGH TO WANT TO LOOK AT THE FUCKING CARE BEARS SITE THEY ARE TOO YOUNG TO SURF THE NET UNSUPERVISED.

it depends? *grin*

im not really am a big fan of jim morrison but seriously give some credit to tht guy.did you ever feel like tht there's a circle revolving around you and you want to get into that circle and just start from a and finish to the end with that same old routine, you want ur past back, you could actually do alot bout it. but you're trying your every best to enter into that circle, but you just cant really pop in,sometimes ur heart says the best thing ever, the best ever thing. ever. but basically what i think is, im a big bundle of contradictions and most of the time, i just let things go away. just go away .... but there's so much to explain and so much little to comprehend.

so last night was really good,i had fun,im not so sure about you . :P but seriously, STARBUCKS sucks (the one on angel station.) there capacinno sucks, sucks, sucks, x infinity times. even i could make a better capacinno :/ it was mostly WATER i.e. h20 or let me say, zara could make a better desi capacinno better than the one we had last night,no ?:/ but now 4 mini rides ? *woo-hoo* but seriously on d serious note. someone's alot different in reality. haha

Today's fortune: The heart is wiser than the intellect

jackpot & money ?

muahaha, i just won 25 quids. all hail to the haram betting thing. :P plus,isabelle,ashley and michael, im the man. :D

a bit too low?

this makes me wonder. what the hell was going on ? i mean,lets see. what happened in these two days. got me self a good portrait. got a call from zara and she's coming to london for a week. not bad. not at all(finally,im getting my dvd's back) :P. ahmed is droppin off from cardiff for few days. goin to islington on monday(hope so) haha. but really? blogging is something which makes you a better man at certain things. right now. im in a strange frame of mind. but one thing, frank sinatra is REALLY good. and why am i so fat? haha. things like this makes you important for your own self. just give it a thought. so nigger G, there you go : a portrait for a nigger G by a nigger G.

P.S.: zara,mini coooper. :(