I dont want too write* ...

I just want to write random stuff, stuff which i feel mostly ...

"Opportunities may come along for you to conver something -- something that exists into something that didnt yet. Sometimes you know things have to change, are going to change, but you can only feel it -- like in that song of Sam Cooke's, "Change is Gona Come" -- but you dont know it in a purposeful way. Little things foreshadow what's coming but you may not recognize them, but then something immediately happens and you're in another world and you jump into an unknown,have an instinctive knowledge of it --- you're set free ... you're not supposed to ask questions, you already know the score.It seems like when that happens,it happens fast like magic,but its really not like that. IT isnt like some dull boom goes off and the moment has arrived -- your eyes dont spring open and suddently you're very quick and sure bout something.It's more deliberate.It's more like you've been working in the light of day and then you see one day,its getting dark early,that it doesnt matter where you are -- it wont do any good. It's a reflective thing.Somebody holds the mirror up,unlocks the door -- something jerked it open and your shoved in and your head has to go into a different place. Sometime it takes a certain somebody to make you realize it".

--

I could sense the song "knocking on heaven's door" by Bob dylan for myself, I love this guy not because he's one of the best folk/country singer around but somehow, his life really aspired me in a way or something.

good news, eh?

FINALLY,i got two jobs, but i think im gona stick up with the Ann Summers one =, not because i love lingerie n crap but they're giving me 6.44 pounds per hour, and plus the contract is for 22 hours and with the overtime follow on ... not baddd eh, im proud of myself, and thankyou sana for REALLY making me trust myself. :) ur one gem of a blogger friend,haha

P.S.: she thinks im a liar : she belives by not telling her bout some one's name, makes me a liar and vice versa and how im such a big liar. : *speaks loudly - no woman .. no cry, and runs off like a bullet*

dot ... dot .... dot.

i am feeling home sick. :(

i wana go back to my family. :(

Afraid ..

This picture explains everything. :/

P.S.: to some one who goes through my blog very oftenly ...

x- mas is coming - job no ?

I need a bloody JOB,x-mas is coming ... so ALL of you,who reads my blog, if ur from london and IF YOU could help me getting any,haha, HOLLA BACK, BEEELEEV thaatt now. *lovey dovey smile*

P.S.: i need a job. :S im so fuckin depressed *sigh*

fading family ..

why HE( my dad) doesnt realises that life abroad is not easy,not what he thinks.? i just wana kill myself!

WOO-HOOO. sana just tagged me,im such a lucky guy!

I've been tagged like a dirty sick maniac,haha, no,i didnt win any prizes though i seriously thought i just got like 2 crore ruppeees n hmphh or a brand new prosmatec or hmpphh some other hot car, haha BUT its strange no? you watch tv all day long, n all in the world, you see is, some lousy ads which somehow says : "Apnay shanakti card ki copy k humrah 2 dabbay doodh kay bhejein aur jeetay hazaaaron inaamaaatt,lucky draw say" and i wonder, where the hell does those guys come from ? i mean mian kukruu just won 2 crore rupees from a town in lahore known as murghi town,thats wierd, and their wierd games to loot around like a lucky dog, haha. BUT coming back to the tagged thing,since sana tagged me really hard, so lets get down with the business (not that type of business, you sick pervert!)

5 years ago:
I was in highschool too, but i was a kick arse soccer player, so i didnt face any hurdles, you see ... wadday log. plus was into crack n shit. and just was majorly on a world tour with my baapu jee. plus I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL ... :/ and i used to love boy bands, haha

1 Year ago:
for some odd reason i got accepted into LSE and i realised, i have to do something in my life too n from then onwards, my aim was, i need to be a kick ass accountant, so that i could rip pakkiland too like other politicians. :P n ofcourse, i started to preach my religion(im so proud of myself)

5 songs I know all the words to:

• Akon - Mr lonely
• Bob dylan - Knockin on heaven's door
• Bob Marley - No woman no cry / buffalo soldier
• Staind - outside
• K's choice - my heart n the list is just so much :/

5 Snacks I enjoy:

• icecream
• chipus
• brownies
• chilli milli :D
• top pops :D

5 Things I'd do w/ $100 million dollars :

my business : ;)

5 places I would run away to:
it depends. :

5 things I would never wear:
i guess, i dont like to be "too much" of a metrosexual dude, so anything goes with a level of decency in it : something like this :

5 favorite tv shows :

• sponge bob
• whose line is it anyway
• friends
• jutt and bond
• boston public/CSI/sopranos

5 greatest joys:

• writing
• playstation II
• my accoustic n my electric guitars(all hail to d fender-ly love)
• watching comedy movies
• playing soccer/cricket.

5 favorite toys:

• digital camera
• my mp3 player
• my guitars
• my laptop
• my playstation babbyy :D

People I'm tagging:

no one ...

and i miss you. bleukhh !

break my face,my back,my arms,my neck but please dont break my heart.

'nuff said.

Started From Shit

I remember how it all started out. Wouldn't get any business, life was so tough. Going through the motions... everyday. Than advertising, it felt like I would never make it big. But than slowly and slowly the fiends got hold of it. They saw what I did, fell in love with it. Came to me everyday. Bought the delicous delights and brought new customers with them It grew from this....



Just look at that. You know how hard it is for a guy to run a business from that? Well I did it, I managed it, accomplished some pretty hard shit. Hard work and everything. With guys like Aleeh coming to me, and other compadre's, it all worked out. Money was made, and the empire grew.

Well it all paid off now. I'm rich, succesful. World Wide Success, babes, money, gold chains! Everything. From that toilet to this.... huge Corporate Enterprise....

It makes you appreciate everything I have. My business is a success. Branches in Iraq, Canada, Dubai, London, US, Austrailia!

Long Live T.F.!!!

romeo cant be wrong at times too ...

I was going through ali zafar's new video of the song zindagi and i kinda find it pretty entertaining - the lyrics are as follow :


yeh zindagii eik pul ka hai safur...
tou kya joo teri yaad mei jaiye guzar ...

soye zameen aasmaan jub raat ho..
pur jagun teri yaad mei, mei raat bhur...

tu yeh jaanay na...
terii yaad mei jaanayy jaaan ....
meine chora yeh jahaaan ..
mein wahaan, tu jahaaan...

socha yeh tunay kya kubhi,hai beykhabur...
kay chahun tujh ko mei hur ghari kis qadur ...



If you guys actually go through the lyrics, they are pretty interesting n serious ... love is a pure love ? or love is a pure lust ? nowadays we do have two same meanings for it, BUT .. just think bout it, go through the lyrics and you might get a clue that, romeo's can be wrong at times too.

a birthday treat ? :/

Nothing is as good as a birthday treat from ur sister. (thankyou hinaappa,ur the best sister one could have) a nice partayy at Freddy's cafe, with a nice music goin on and with a gift that I LOVED so much, a lamborghini diabolo,i always needed this one to fit it up in my collection and now FINALLY i have it,my own lamborghini diabolo n i love it. :) and ofcourse a birthday present from someone who cares the most for you and always gives you a kick arse advise at everything,YES, thankyou myree,erum, sabine,annie,noor,SONIA(my poput bachi),amber,ahmed kaleem, ahmed shah,umair,jibran,shemrez my two brothers AND EVERYONE YOU GUYS MADE MY DAY. and thankyou sarah,for making my three months a worthful journey in lahore, thankyou. :) and LAST but not the least,i have to make this thing clear, bastards, I WANT MY GIFT!. :P (yeah,i feel so happy now)

And i really hate it when people points you at the end of a day that you always mess up at the right time,i finally tried to be punctual today, tried to make things great by setting up a plan on someone's birthday, got a present n literally got everything ready, BUT no,people are so freaking busy with other stuff, stuff which is more important for them then everything(which is really good,im just a guy,who's going to be a history after saturday) sometimes its not always what you're thinking, im always the culprit so,i'd not let things bother me., cuz in the end,it hurts no ?

BUT,its all good, this is HOW you feel when ur the man in "spotlight"(yeah,the picture above you sissies)

P.S.: did i tell you guys i had a lovely kick arse time today in the afternoon ?:D

P.P.S.: princess from the far,far,far,farrrr,farrrrrrrrr,faarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr away land,my blog is updated now. ;) present ?;)

hmph, a mood with a zero outcome

Oh a cup of coffee, an icecream, a parker ball point and a tennis ball - this is all you probably need to do some effort to be a pretentious nossy boy(pain in some one's arse) but seriously,its all good. Did you ever try to act like a bitch ? ever tried to sing loudly in a gathering ? NO, bcuz majority of us are'nt really feel pretauctiory to put these things up but ever tried to jump of a 2200 feet building ? ever tried to put your self on the death bed ? ever tried to help some one by saying "im always gona back you up" ? Ever tried to think bout your death ? Ever tried to find about the life after ur death ? Ever wonder,how'd you feel if you're not on the right path ? Ever got a blasted kick on your nuts ? Ever slapped some one with so much thrust that ur hand hurts afterward ? Ever really tried to help out a poor ? Ever really tried to cut yourself just for the sake of someone else ? probably the answere would be NO.

But just, see ... this world is more of like a disastrous happenings ? Couldnt you realise ? if you find urself surrounded by your room walls inbetween water ? ever saw your loved ones passing off infront of you ? it hurts ... that is how exactly what is happening at New Orleans .. people are dieng and really ? did it somehow affected us ? HELL-NO. this is basically a wakening call, or in other words, a something which is more of a proof for me that someone exists and HE is no wonder watching everything you're doing ,but .. do i care ? probably no ? why should i ? i dont have anyone in New Orleans, let them die ... they're christians, let them die ... thats how our minds are legalised by our elders ... do we care ? heck NO, why should we ? thats exactly where we lack the sense of brotherhood.



Yes indeed, I'm alone again.
And here comes emptiness crashing in.
It's either love or hate,
I can't find in between,
'cause I've been with witches and I've been with a queen.
It wouldn't have worked out anyway.
So now it's just another lonely day.
Further along we just may.
But for now it's just another lonely day.


In the memory of people of NewOrleans - All hail to you guys.(God bless.)